And I'm wicked bored. I dunno what to do, because I'm in the Academic Center. Not really.. much to do here, if ya know what I mean. Haha, I love it how the Annex is like.. the only part of the Commons that's air conditioned, so all the assholes in the school flock there, and take up all our tables, then we have nowhere to eat. I wrote this.. because it's true, and whatever.
I’m beginning to think that I am better off as an introverted type of person. See, I don’t react well with others, and my friendships only last a few months now. When people come to me to talk about a boyfriend or girlfriend or whatever, I withdraw from giving them advice, and when I really think about it, it makes me realize that I don’t really care. And then I try to explain that. Why don’t I care? The answer is: There is no answer. I can’t come up with anything even remotely logical for that, other than it’s not MY problem, therefore I see no reason to care. I’m always glad to listen to issues with life, mental health, or life/death problems. I just... really, really don’t care about your relationship problems. So, it would be really nice if people would stop calling me in the middle of the night to bitch about how they’re single and can’t find someone. I’ll say it again. Stop looking. They’ll find you when you least expect it. Seriously. I started dating someone a few months ago, and found out that other people liked me. And I dumped him for someone else. So, if you’re not looking for someone, someone will come along. Another reason for my new thinking on who I am is that I really don’t know how to talk to people after the first few months of friendship/relationships. My friends are starting to get bored with me. I’m too predictable, and I don’t know how to change that. Maybe I could bungee jump off a building. Or something exciting. All I know is, I need change.
I need help with that predictable thing >_>